strange feeling

I was walking into my lawn and thinking about something. I realized that something is missing. I lost forgetting something. I feel absence about her. Absence about what I was leaving for. I searched her. I cant found her. she was leaving before in my house but that moment there was nothing. What I found was the things associated with her. Her pictures, her hairs all that things I found. I found her clothes but I cant found her inside them. That was the moment I lost that was the moment I stunned. I was trying to feel his presence but his presence was smiling at me. The weather was awesome but there was nobody to enjoy with. The flowers were ripe but there was nothing whom to show them. I was breathing just like I was breathing before but there was feeling different from ever before. Sparrows were chirping but the person who left that was absent. I was thinking, I was submerged deeply. then I realized that somebody was calling me. I was glad, opened my eyes and I was frowned when I saw my clock ringing. There was nothing to glad, there was nothing I lost. The only thing I lost was my time. Thinking about what I don't know, is there were she, don't know. The only thing I know was that I was lost.

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